Memories part 1 (Also A Heartache)

Well, I want to write about my crush again even though I know it’s not an important thing to talk about. Haha.

The first time I took a glance at him, I just think that he have a well-build body and also an attractive face. But, I didn’t care about him, and it never cross my mind that soon I will started to have an anxiety toward him. This is kindda crazy if I tell you how this feeling started. Okey, I didn’t fall for him at once, but started that day I’m started thinking about his kindness. And I have to say that it’s funny if I think about this reason. But, this story is too long to be written in one post, so maybe I’ll split it into some parts.

Part 1

So, it was a sunny day when we had to take a photo for our ‘family’ (Chemical Engineering 2016 what I mean) with full team. We also had to stand from older to younger, and I was standing with my friends whose birthday in June. And he? He was standing in August line. Yes, his birthday is in August. Well, actually it all started because I want to give a gift for my sister. I know it’s kindda freak, but I always love my sister.

Because of that reason, I was thinking to ask help from him, to give me a ride of course, because his home is near with the place I wanted to go. So, I asked his help. At first he just looked at me and had  little light smile. But, still I looked at him, tried to be looked so sadden as I could. And finally, after some time he took for thinking, he accepted my request. Although maybe he feel a little bit objection. But, I don’t care, he want to help, that’s the only thing that matter for me. 

We had an agreement that I will wait for him until his class ended (he had an afternoon class schedule, while I had a morning class), and that’s when we will went together.

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I think that’s enough for the first part. I’m sorry if it’s too short, but if I don’t end it here, it will be a little strange to read it. Also, I want to tell you something.

Today, I have to studied physic, because tomorrow I have a test, and while I’m studying, I asked many questions to my friends, if I can’t answer the question. One of them is K. Of course, I take advantage from this situation. But, he only answer it with a short answer ): how sad. While my other friends answer me with a loooonngggg answer. Ok, I know he has to study also, and I’m selfish for asked him and hoping that he will answer it nicely. But, why while the other tell me in a good way, he didn’t? It’s kindda hurt me, because I like him. But, just forget it. I hope he will do his test finely. May God bless him and his work tomorrow (:

Dee – Supernova

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I feel so excited when finally I got the last book of Supernova: ‘Intelegensi Embun Pagi’ from my friends. It makes the Supernova collection of mine complete. I don’t know what other may think about this book, but the last book really satisfied me.

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